NORANAÏVE

with eyes shut, it's you i'm thinking of.

2011-04-13T19:57:00.001+06:00

Man..some things I wrote before were really depressive..and stupid. Just realized that I feel like blogging, you know? 'Cause one day I'll forget all of this..I was reading my twitter..and I don't remember HALF the stuff I wrote about. So yea, nothings really going on..except school. Damn, I hate school..got an oral tomorrow but I don't feel like studying..I'll regret it. Don't care. Oh yea. I like a guy..called Justin..well that's a nickname..but I really can't do like I did before..I can't risk people finding out, although half my class already know. SO yea. Justin! I'm gonna go out with him, instead of studying. Stupidness. OH YEA! On Friday, Imma go to Semir's party thing...I'll dress up..and ..take pics :D and post them!

So sad cause I'm moving. I really don't have any sense of time anymore. One week just passes by the other. Gosh, IB in Bosnia would be AMAZING. I could go to school with Enis! I dunno why that excites me...it's just...exciting! You wouldn't really expect him to be friends with me, or vice versa. I HATE this week...and I hate Chemistry even more. Anyways..blog later I guess..should study some Biology..but I prolly won't : D
BAI ~~~

Dzan,me,Enis. No reason for this picture. but I love them, even though they're glupkos :)

I just HAD to post this picture! so here's the story. Basically I asked Enis to go to school together, he said he wasn't going..but then I see him on the way to school :P ( he had a valid excuse later) So me and Sarahh said "NORMALA!" all day. Then I told him I couldn't go out 'cuz I was at a party..which IS true..if you consider Sarahh's 5 year old brother's birthday party a real party..we blew balloons! HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY !

I'm just posting this picture cuz Emir looks like a stallion. But fo real.

Like, every weekend we started hanging out with the QSI kids. on this pic..martin, stephen and celine :D capital letters ftw. I dunno. I REALLY hope I never forget any of these people.

ASYA CAME! Around march..8th..or something! Always love to meet her again!

Went to Egypt..in January 2011..hehe, left one day before the demonstrations.

That was a loooong time agooo..okayy?

2011-01-25T17:15:00.000+06:00

okay okay. my lost post was prolly not that long ago..i honestly dont remember. but it feels like ages ago, cuz everythings changed..and I don't feel that way anymore :) im happy and in love. gosh, SOMEHOW i always manage to seem really stalkerish on my blog. im sorry for naz if he saw that, lol. just like nathan a couple of years ago. :D anyways. back in bosnia. from egypt. that's all ! this was a messy post, but it was necessary!

God, I miss him.

2010-12-27T04:01:00.000+06:00

He left me out of the blue, never talked to me again. I know I'm probably one of those girls he kept talking to me about, one of those girls who are sluts, whores, and not worth his time. I don't wanna be like that, but I guess I can't really do anything about it. but gosh, I miss him. Asshole or not, he was still the world to me :/

Okay so. Basically he admitted that he lied to me..basically for our whole relationship. I DONT CARE. he told me that we'd talk about it later..but later..he blocked me. -.-" Then I deleted him...because I couldn't see his profile anyways. Whatever. I dunno why im writing this. gosh. people at QSI can i still find my blog <.< ...I should really put this thing on private..haha..not funny.
OH YEA !! ANOTHER THING. damn naz keeps me up at night, crying blah3. Same old story. but the problem is, that it really hurts me when I think that he thinks that I've changed. I dont know. Have I? well I still like Naz, so apparently not ..at least not completely. ugh. well that's all :D Random post .

it's been a whileee...:$

2010-10-19T11:47:00.001+06:00

Maybe I should start blogging ..? I mean..I know I'll regret it later if I don't do it now. so whatever. I started Druga..*yaay* but its damn hard lah... anyways! I have like..more friends now..I remember when I was terrified of going to Druga and not having any friends. I don't know..since this is a private blog.. well technically it's public, but no one from DRUGA is gonna find it..maybe some QSI people, but thats okay. Let's start with some main things that has happened.

I turned 15! yaaay!
Semir likes me ..(long story)
Ennnniis is awesome!
Naz is super missed ! (but also long story)
Druga is damn hard.
Giulia,Nina,Anna, + other people in my class rock ;p
I GOT A SKOLSKAAA!
I don't have a camera because Nejra didn't give it back yet -.-

I'll just post pictures of random times..

day with pandro

2010-08-04T13:40:00.000+06:00

Today I'm having a day with Pandro..or Dorris..or ..BLahhh! I have many names for andro. haha. You see..everyday on TV Norge, from 14:15..Veronica Mars, One Tree Hill, and Gossip Girl play right after each other! It's heaven for me and Pandro! Today we're doing it at her house--we usually do it at mine. But I gotta get ready, we need to guy to Rhinex(store) and buy some snacks. Ugh. So much for my diet..and it actually worked! People! Eating a big breakfast is awesome! I'm not hungry again until dinner time! And plus, I did lose weight. Haha!

they might say hi, and they might say hey

2010-08-03T21:36:00.001+06:00

I haven't written in this blog for a while..hahaha. ohh. well! Sarahh got a new 'boyfriend'...his name is Daniel..and Andro and I actually already know him, we're actually really good friends (; Long story about how I know him, very long story. I'm happy for her, but I don't think it's gonna last long..I mean..if they lived together, it would..but they don't...so no. No love life for me though, I'm happily moved on from all of my exes. Once Neal said that I creeped him out, I realized that he creeps me out everyday, and somehow I really moved on. And Naz, I'm still talking to him and stuff, but I know it's nothing special. He skypes many other people as well, so it's nothing special. He's mean, and Andro can't understand why I even liked him in the first place..and sometimes I can't either. But I just can't explain him, he's mean..but he doesn't mean it like that..like..he's..aahhH! I really can't explain, I don't need to either...as long as I know (:

BTW ; I miss little Ivanaaa, and the whole SINC group really! Can't wait to see them again!

love will tear us apart again. denmark part 1

2010-08-02T17:40:00.001+06:00

som jeg hadde deg förut

2010-07-29T14:13:00.001+06:00

No time for blogging...school starts SOON! I can't believe I'm leaving little QSI ): butbut, Druga is better. I aint going to the first day of QSI,,,my parents don't think it's good for me mentally. I guess they're right. I'm back from Denmark btw, it was VERY interesting. I'm in love with this swedish singer now! Goshh! Her music is amazzing. I'll post a video. Anyways,.,in case I forget this in the future,,,yesterday I told Ivana that Naz was mean to me the other day when I was with Andro..and you know me, once I'm hurt, I can't stop thinking about it. and so I told Ivana cause I was really sad, and then she started yelling at Naz. Blahblahblah. In the end it worked out, and I guess I'm cold, but I don't know. I'm just happy I'm over him, because if I weren't..I'd be such a mess. BLAH! I'm going to Andrea now! It's raining like hell! so mum is gonna drive me!

Goodbye Norway

2010-07-21T12:02:00.007+06:00

Hello Copenhagen (:

københavn

2010-07-16T16:46:00.000+06:00

Holaaa! Since Rolfie is leaving to the mountain with my uncle + his family....Mum, Pandro, and I decided to go to Denmark..in Copenhagen. yay! We're leaving on Wednesday..and we're coming back on Saturday. Meow. I still think about Neall and everyone else. I tried to talk to Sarahh today, but she didn't exactly reply. so.. too bad. I'll confront her about that later, maybe she figured out that I know...or something. Anyways..this was a really random post..just because I like posting stuff in this new layout. It's..BIG! I love big layouts..cause then I have space to add youtube videos ;p hahaha.

I swear..SO hilarious!

chira! Andrea's turtle

2010-07-14T14:33:00.000+06:00

u dont like me, u just like the chase

2010-07-14T11:18:00.006+06:00

ockai. so I talked to Neall yesterday..and it was like..horrible. lol. He's so mean! I swear he hates me! So I realized that, there's no point in still liking or loving or whatever i'm doing to him. I feel like he kind of used me..you know? Like he just had me for a while, got a little far with me, and now he's tired of that..and so he wants any other girl. And that's good..I mean..experience is good. but ..I really thought he liked me more than that. I know he won't read this either..even though I gave him my blog address many times..he just doesn't care. I really want to blog more, but I really need to find photoshop so that I can change my design! arghh! I think I have a solution though, with one of my old layouts...so don't be surprised.

This song is really old,, and I listened to it like a year ago..but it's still really good!

Ugh. Ivana is also still having problems with K. But the bad thing is,,K won't stop contacting her! even though I think he knows that she's not over him! It bothers me as well when I see it! Gosh! Some people...tsk tsk.
Btw! reminder to myself : never tell sarahh important things! You think you can trust her again, then she tells the most important secret! GOSHHHH.

burned falafels ;PP

2010-07-10T18:28:00.002+06:00

Hahahhahhha! My brother, Rolf came up to me and Andrea..and said " HEY! why don't we make falafels..vegitarian ones!?" and me and Andro were like "uhmm..dont think so.." ..SO! We decide to go upstairs and blog..and then we smell this HORRIBLE smoky smell coming from the kitchen! We see Rolf, half smiling half embarrassed..standing in front of the kitchen door. LOL! He BURNED the falafels!! and the plate BROKE in half! hahaha take a look!

hasta luego

2010-07-05T23:24:00.001+06:00

Imma go to my grandparents "weekend house" ...I guess that's what you call it..? Naw..I don't know. Welll! It's a ..I don't know what to call it! Nesodden! The place where Alexander Rybak lives! LOL! It's near Oslo..on Wednesday we're gonna take the boat from Nesodden to Oslo ! Yay! They have a beach, and the weather is beautiful! So I'll be having some fun at least (: My mum is going to London...or Oxford...one of them!

I miss Bosnia a lot though ): I miss Ivanaaa! Hahaha..I'm just saying that cause I know that she'll read it ;Ppp hahah..Just kidding! <3 I really do miss her though, ): I wanna like..sing Ni Una Sola Palabra! haha.

proof that we were at Desucon!

2010-07-03T00:00:00.000+06:00

I aint blogging so much because i want to change the layout! I gotta download photoshop though ): It's hard to find! ugh!

Hola

2010-07-02T19:16:00.003+06:00

2010-06-30T05:12:00.001+06:00

ockei. I take back what I said about Neal in my last post, because I know that it's not true..but I'm just frustrated. And I'm so mixed up in my feelings. I wish I could blog about it, but I can't! Actually..I'm not mixed up, i know everything..but I hurt even for the things that I know I don't want. UGH. I just wishhh..I don't know. I'm just really weak when it comes to this. DUH.
Today i watched Eclipse with Andrea..and this was the first movie where my eyes really saw Emmett..Ohmygosh! He's adorable! He reminded me so much of Nathan, it came as a shock! Nathan? We haven't heard from him in a while ;p Ohhh...sometimes I miss my old loves or crushes..like candy guy! Hahahaa...long story. I miss Neall, and Naz.and everyone. Josh even! I talked to him yesterday! Then of course, he forgot he was talking to me..like always! (:
This stuff is making me happy! I'm gonna end it here!

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Hahhhhaah..back then I really wanted a tall boyfriend (: Lolz at Neall ;p

mixed up.

2010-06-28T22:58:00.000+06:00

I've just spent about ..I don't know...half an hour..lol..maybe 15 minutes talking to Andrea about my boring life problems and difficulties. Lame. But I've had a lot of misunderstandings about things in my life...Andrea should know. Misunderstandings about my life would be more accurate actually. I'm just so confused..about Naz..about Neall..about everything! Gahh! Remember last summer, Nora? when it was Josh and Nathan? Gosh. For people who actually read my blog(and I know there are some) Don't you remember that I said, last summer, that this summer 2010, 2 new guys would come into my life? Into my blog topics? I remember. I was right as well, for once.
I miss Naz, I miss Neall. I know that I can't continue to think about any of them because they're both not part of my life anymore. Well, Naz is..but I don't have the right to say anything, you know? I know that Naz is the type that flirts around, and he might mess around with someone..but that doesn't mean he'll like them as much as he liked me...right? I know that...but even if it's just messing around...I'll still mind, and I'm not ready to deal with it.

Neall..Let's just leave him alone with Odessa and Miana, and let him grow up from a boy to a man. Here is my awesome example. A little boy(a.k.a. Neall)...gets a chocolate box for the first time...he hasn't tasted any of them..so he wants to try them. All of them. He takes one bite (or more) of each and every one of them...he figures out which ones he likes, and which ones he doesn't like. The boy is now grown up...and he no longer needs to try to find the one he likes the most...he already knows. He doesn't have to take bites of each one. Neal..you're still a litte boy, trying to get with every girl you can possibly get with...just because they are there. That's the truth. Hurts though.
Nathan. Josh. Neal. Naz....Josh..such an outcast ! (:

DESUCON

2010-06-27T00:46:00.000+06:00

I'm back!!

2010-06-25T16:27:00.000+06:00

Oiaa... I'm back..but only because I promised Ivana to blog..so yea. I'm in Norway now..and it's sunny..hahaha...sucks for the people in Bosnia ;D Everytime it is sunny here, it's rainy there..vice versa. Today, Andro and I have been professional cooks! We made macaroni, and following Ivana's advice, I threw the macaroni at the fridge to see if it stuck there. It didn't. But we concluded that they were done anyways (:

Tomorrow is going to be an awesomeeee day! We're going to DESUCON! It's this Japenese convention thing thingy. I don't care that it is Japanese, but I mean...I feel like socializing with people ;p and I miss Oslo! I'll take pictures..and and AND!It's not only tomorrow, it is on Sunday as well! Yay!

Here are some pics from today...:D

Confused

2010-05-23T01:13:00.001+06:00

Okay. I'm confused about everything. What's with me getting emails from people about my blog? It's all new to me...but it's nice. And I'm confused about everything else too. I want to write what I really feel on my blog, but that's the bad part with a public blog.

Old pics -.-

Basically...this is going to be personal..but I don't care right now. Why do you criticize me and him? When people did the exact same to us, and both of us despised it? That's my question. I'm being outright mean here. I know I have no right to be mean right now, but please come to your senses soon. And I'm suspicious about people and my blog now...Because last year Josh sent me an email(You'll know him if you read my blog before) and he said that his name was Nathan Finley(thinking I would answer because of his name..hahh !) and so..are people making up random emails here? I actually know that one of them is true....but. that's all for today. I'm actually quite happy! Just that..I WISH I could write what I really feel about everything...I will one day. I swear

No comment on this picture....I just love it for some reason <3

Happy birthday to my brother Rolf btw..he's 16 (: <3

shocking!

2010-05-20T20:05:00.000+06:00

I am back! I don't know why I stopped actually..I lacked motivation, and a lot of new things have been happening lately. A LOT! I'll explain more one day, but..alright I'll explain now.
Lately Neall and I have been having rough times, in the end basically I fell in love with someone else..I know it sounds horrible..but that's just the way things go sometimes. Neal is an amazing guy, he's the kind of guy I'd see myself being with in the future, but for right now, I met another guy. I'm not gonna say his name..you might as well add me on facebook..then you will see. I'm done talking about my boy problems, because right now I only have laziness problems. I'm just so incredibly lazy, it's ..I don't even have words for it actually.

I always liked this picture, and I can't find my Uriel necklace ):

Random pictures FTW!

I don't want this to be a long post, but I just want to remind myself that when I am 60 years old and I'm looking back at this blog, that I got a new boyfriend..who will..ahh..it's complicated. Basically...I'll explain more in each post. This is the disadvantage for not blogging...you need to squish every piece of stuff that has happened in the past and put in all in one page..like my geography book does with history (:

Not my boyfriend..just Dano <3

And before I leave, actually the reason why I started again was because of an email I got from a reader. Honestly, I always thought I never had any, and I just wrote to myself because it was fun...haha..well! I would link the reader, but I don't know if he wants to be linked..so just tell me! Thanks a lot to you!

afterwards.

2010-04-29T21:56:00.001+06:00

I remember back when I could blog about anything I wanted to. When I could blog about Nathan, Josh...well..basically my whole stupid 13 year old 'love' life. When summer09 went by, I moved on from them..well..I started moving on from them. I remember when the only reason I wanted good grades was to make Nathan proud of me..I remember telling myself that as soon as I get my award for 'excellence', I would email Nathan, and he would congratulate me and maybe even consider me to be a little worthy of his time. At my birthday, I cried during Bosnian class...I've always found Bosnian class to be the easiest place to cry in..I remember running into it after break so many times, mostly because of Josh and the way he was all over everyone else, trying to make me jealous. I never considered myself to be a jealous person..but when I think about it..maybe I am.

Back to my birthday...I remember being 13, watching Nathan turn 14, and thinking about how he'll never see me turn 14. That tore me up back then, I didn't want to grow up. I didn't want him to become someone unknown, vice versa. I begged that he would remember my birthday that day, but did he? No.

I knew I would never get him, but still I kept on wondering; what if I got the chance to? I swear, I would have given everything to be approved. It's hard when he person you've adored since you were 11, the person who continuously flirted with you back, rejects you. And then you continue liking him, but you hide it. I found Josh to be the most effective hiding spot. When I was with him I forgot about Nathan...but when we ended things..I always went back to Nathan for support. I realized that I still had feelings for him. I cried so much the day he left Bosnia, so much. My eyes were swelling, so red, I was so miserable. The weird thing is that I thought I wouldn't cry...the day felt like a normal day to me..until he left. I saw him getting teary too, even though it wasn't for me, I felt like it was. I am a dreamer; I dream about things that I know will never happen to me...I daydreamed about what he would say when he left Sarajevo. When he would walk down the stairs..maybe he would turn around, say that he loved me all along? and that he was sorry? All I got was a hug, a tear, and a goodbye.

Maybe when I'm 20, I'll realize that this wasn't real love..but who really knows what real love is? Who's to say that adults experience the 'real' love? Either way, it was love back then...I might love somebody else stronger than him, but it was still love back then. For a 13 year old at least. Even when I started dating Neall, I bothered him everyday.. I couldn't stop talking and admiring Nathan in front of him. I can't believe he put up with it.

Nathan started fading away, and by the month of March..he seemed to have disappeared. The month of February was a bad month for me, even for my grades. Nathan's birthday month...I guess it had an affect.
I barely think of him anymore...until recently where I had a dream about him. I was so happy to see him. I was so happy, because the Nathan in my dreams is kind to me. Nathan in person was always kind to me. But I won't talk about how kind he was, because those feelings are the past now. The dream really made me think..that I had 'loved' this person for so long, and then he had just disappeared from me....just like that. It felt weird seeing him again....

I think that now, after a year of thinking; 'What if he could be mine?' ...I think that I wouldn't do it..because I realize that he was just an admiration to me, I could not marry him... I could not be with him forever. Back then seeing his face in the morning, really cheered me up...but somehow I just can't imagine him putting his arms around me, telling me that he loves me. And if I can't do that...then we can't be together.
I know more and more people from QSI find my blog..and I don't care. I know Nathan himself found it..and emailed me telling me how freaky I was for writing so much about him. If anyone goes back in my earlier posts..you'll see how much I've changed..and I don't regret writing any of it down on my blog.

outfit

2010-04-29T17:02:00.000+06:00

lalalalala I wonder when I'll actually write in this blog.

Just photos

2010-04-28T21:48:00.001+06:00

I'm just frustrated because I can't find anything . and my computer is super ugh slow.

man hands..i know.

lolz..not tired at all : p

dont ask .

and thats how the camera looks like

Uriel.

2010-04-27T00:17:00.000+06:00

Obviously, I'm not in a blog mood...but whatever! Neall came back from America! yaaay! I got an A on my math test! yay! I have two tests tomorrow! -.-

I got a new Uriel necklace! YAY!

So sick

2010-04-23T16:12:00.002+06:00

Ugh, I'm really sick..but I went to school today anyway because I had 3 tests..grr..I left early..at about 12, so that I could rest until Quiz Night..which is at 18.30. Blahblahblah, I shouldn't even be going, but I really want to.

I know it's bad quality..but VEVO won't let me copy it -.-

pictures

2010-04-19T22:05:00.002+06:00

Some of the things I got...yesyes..very professional photos -,-

+ I got a new layout thingy...just out of boredom..and I think I looked crazy on that old one...especially with my LarsTangen smile..

Pictures will come--

2010-04-18T23:00:00.001+06:00

Tomorrow.

they told me no to tell anyone, but your my best friend so you dont count

2010-04-18T20:51:00.000+06:00

Neall's plane got cancelled from stupid Iceland. GRR! I know that he doesn't like being talked about here, but too bad, Neall. I'm too pissed. Haha..My T is frikin retarded..I have to press extra hard on it..that's what she said..hoho.

Yesterday I was at New Yorker..If my mum ever wakes up from the couch..I'll take some pics. Apparently "there shall be no more clothes for Nora!" At least until the summer..I want a job so badly, I want to pay for myself! Or I want a rich boyfriend.....stupid Neall. Won't even buy me 9km soap. Okay I'm being pessimistic. I'm just missing him a little bit, haha..a little bit. He better buy me a chapstick...

Btw, it rained in one part of town today..but not in another. You can guess which part of town I live in.

anyone remember?

2010-04-13T20:53:00.000+06:00

Btw, today's my 200th post. hoho

Pictures from yesterday

2010-04-12T12:42:00.000+06:00

Yesterday, I lied when I said I wasn't gonna do anything. Turns out I went down to Sarahh's house. Here are some pictures.

We went out to buy stuff for Sarahh, and got a snack from the bakery on the way. People stared weirdly at us as we took these pictures..it was awkward..

I wore Sarahh's jacket+shoes+scarf

and Sarahh wore my leather jacket and bag

She colored her hair 'redder' while I was there

My glasses broke ):

This was on Sarahh's door..haha !

MUST HAVES-Lady Gaga Heartbeats

2010-04-11T12:50:00.001+06:00

Ohh! I want Lady Gaga's heartbeats so badly! Especially now since my poor earphones just broke...

They're really expensive though, at least from Amazon..I wonder if they're cheaper here in Bosnia..

I want these..the black ones. I like all the colors, really...but I'm afraid I'll grow out of them..especially the red ones..even though they're awesome. So I think the black ones are the safest choice for me. Ohh..I hope I get them!

Other than that, I'm not doing much today..nothing really..which in my eyes, is a good thing! My brother made this horrible omelet that tasted like fish, poor Rolfie. We kept begging him to tell us what he put in it, but he wouldn't speak a word. Maybe he was embarrassed.

I'll blog more later

not blury at all!

Pictures from my visit to the Japanese Ambassador's house !

2010-04-11T00:53:00.000+06:00

Japanese sweets with beans in them..beans..I know..

Some kind of Buddhist worship thingy..if you're a Buddhist, you know what I'm saying.

If you read my blog before, you'll know that I love Buddhism!

I got to try Kazuko's kimono from when she was younger-yay!

Andrea tried it too, and she looked adorable! Note our shoes (:

Me and Kazuuuuko!

Me and my mum..look a like? I really don't see it.

I have Abba's 'Voulez Vous' song stuck in my head...Andrea and I sang it the other day, and I still have no idea what it means. Maybe I'll google it one day.

BTW! Futureme.org. why not send a letter to your future self? I've been doing it all day.

weed brownies : p

2010-04-10T21:48:00.009+06:00

Haha, that's just hilarious. Shane is always hilarious..but Chris Crocker is better! Now I'm going to go pray that my poor earphones for my awesome yellow iPod don't break completely ): Btw..I am so changing my layout..this is hopeless..the videos don't even fit!

my point of view on dating-judging PART TWO

2010-04-10T19:52:00.001+06:00

It seems like the people who keep their emotions between their partners and themselves are looked down on. Other people don't see their connection, therefore it must be false. I don't like people who judge like that, even though I've caught myself doing it to a couple of 12 year olds. But what do I know? In all honesty...I think people judge other people in general, but when they are judges..they think it's unfair. People have to look at things relatively. I shouldn't be talking, I mess up too, I judge...but not as much as I've seen other people do...and thank God for that. You know what? Maybe I'm wrong about all of this..I am naïve..so maybe judging people is the right way to go. But in my opinion it's wrong, even though everyone including myself does it.

pictures will come

2010-04-10T18:07:00.001+06:00

This week has been really busy, and blogging hasn't really been my top priority..but that's okay. Andrea was here, so I have lots of pictures to post..but they'll come eventually. I got a new header...again..We'll see how long this one lasts! And I think my mum is addicted to Facebook..she just got it, and she even slept next to her laptop with the Facebook page open. Right now I feel tired and my arm feels like it's going to explode because of inc poisoning. Who knows? I had it before, might have it again. I think. Noooow, I will add some pictures..and they have to be small because of my stupid "ugh" layout.

my point of view on dating-judging PART ONE

2010-04-10T07:45:00.000+06:00

Everyone has a different definition of what it would mean to 'be dating'. I've heard many-- Some people think that a relationship must be verified by a kiss...and some think that physical attraction isn't as important as their emotions are. I'd have to kind of agree with the second one, because in the beginning..kissing just wasn't as important to me. Last year I had a boyfriend called Josh..and we were both extremely shy towards each other. I don't argue that being shy with your boyfriend is a good thing, but some people just react to dating differently. I also think it depends on the person your dating. I'm in a relationship now, am I shy? No. That might just be because I'm more experienced now, but still. Josh and I felt something that no one else felt, because we kept it between each other..we didn't share it with the world. I don't do that now either, and that's why people think that nothings going on. They're wrong. People judge way too fast, they're not thinking about it from other's points of views.

Photos

2010-03-28T11:09:00.000+06:00

Genius song

2010-03-24T17:09:00.001+06:00

Today, I won't blog as much because I've got a test tomorrow..in geography..and I better do good on it. Not that I blog that much anyways..BUT that doesn't matter. So in winter break..I was watching Glee, and I heard this song..of course then I was still..caught up in a certain someone*cough*...and I thought 'I LOVE HIM!..on my OWN!' So yea..this song was perfect. Today, I Youtubed it, and found a really good version..and the song is amazing. Everyone should listen to that song! The beginning is weird, so wait at least til 2:00 before you judge the song! Apparently my webcamera can take pictures ..without me pressing anything..so it took one..and just because it freaked me out, i'm gonna post it. It ain't that bad. At least it's not me fake smiling again (: although I did take one of those pictures too!

I smile with my tongue

2010-03-23T19:26:00.001+06:00

yes..JUST like that..

Less photogenic today, Nora?

2010-03-23T18:59:00.000+06:00

Who would have thought....

Photoshop can't even fix this picture

outlet.....

2010-03-22T20:00:00.001+06:00

~~LaLaLaLa.~~.I've been humming that all day...and in fact..I've been incredibly hyper..It must be the oranges that rotted at the bottom of my backpack today.YES, I know. I'm sure my teachers must have thought I had forgotten to take a shower this morning or something. Dammit. Yea, well the title is pretty much self explanatory ..I can't believe I spelt that right...And yes that was saracastic..because..I really don't remember what my title had to do with this post. OH! yes. I pretty much gave up on studying, so I'll go..release my ...creativity. Not. No, I swear though...I'm going to go dance, because ...I want to. Then, I'll get back to studying. Now you can look at some pictures I stole from...the pictures that were supposed to be on the last post..if that makes sense.

P=F/A

2010-03-22T19:40:00.000+06:00

Tomorrow I have a Physical Science test...I have a feeling I'm better at Chemistry..but oh ...who cares. Well, I really want to be good at ..physics and stuff, but I just can't. I'm trying my best, so I hope I pass this B level test, and then get an A because of the rocket I helped build...or..I at least tried to get involved with it...I really wanted to..believe it or not! So lately my iron level has been really suckish...because 'suckish' is a word in the dictionary. ~~No really..I found it..~~

My dear physical science book!

Not tired at ALL

Not fake at ALL

Not awkward at ALL! I gotta stop saying 'ALL!' ..

Shane Dawson vs. Chris Crocker

2010-03-21T16:24:00.001+06:00

I love Shane, almost as much as I love Chris Crocker. I'm sorry..but nothing can beat him!..

So wise..

but obviously, more people like Shane...and I don't mind that. But I don't think anyone should think they know who Chris Crocker is just because they watched the 'leave Britney alone!' video. There's more to him than that!

PHOTOSHOP!

2010-03-21T14:39:00.000+06:00

HEY!

I just got Photoshop CS3 on my computer, and I swear, that is one genius program! Look what I made! I know it's not.. professional..but it was one of my first tries!

Admit that it is half genius at least! I know ..it kind of sucks..but it amazed me when i saw it!!

If anyone wonders how to do this, I swear..it's one of the simplest things on the planet!

This is one of me and Dano..but ..whatever!

I swear I'll get better at this...

We Heart It

2010-03-20T14:02:00.000+06:00

Click HERE

untitled...

2010-03-20T13:46:00.006+06:00

So when I deleted my blog, I basically just skipped the whole month of February, which we all know is Nathan's birthday. Well..no one actually knew except me, but know "you" do. It's weird writing about Nathan now, I haven't written about him in ages. I barely even think about him anymore, this must make no sense to the people who never read my blog before, I don't even think it makes sense to me. It's weird how I thought I would never get over him, it took a while though....but it became much easier when he left. Don't get me wrong, I'm always going to have feelings for him, strong or weak, but either way, I've moved on. For sure. You don't know how many times I've said that to myself, but it feels so different, now that i'm actually over him. I feel bad for torturing Neall for months, just talking about Nathan. He didn't even say anything, until January I guess. I stopped talking about him to Neall, but I never stopped thinking about him. After time, It just faded. I thought about him less and less. I can't go back and describe how I felt about him, and that's why I'm happy that I wrote it all down in this blog. I might be ashamed of what I write now, but it's so weird to see how much I've changed since I was 13..which wasn't even a long time ago.

I wanted to buy THAT shirt! Ohmygod..

That's over now (:

We just like to party, like to pa-pa-party yeah!

2010-03-20T12:43:00.000+06:00

I haven't blogged for about 2 days, and it's just because I haven't had the time. On Thursday, I swear my friend got me in so much trouble, I was too pissed off to blog. And yesterday I was busyy ;D

Exactly ONE WEEK until Andrea comes! I think my mum comes one day before she does, and i haven't seen my mum since...January! Now I'm sitting here listening to Lady GaGa, while my friends are all in London for the Model United Nations conference. Damn.

before school again

2010-03-18T07:05:00.000+06:00

HEY!

Just thought I’d blog a little before school again…I think that has become my thing now.

Outfit for today. Yea..I love yellow!

Slippers I got a long time ago for Eastern ..Christmas!

Sarajevo today..

ANDREA IS COMING BACK!

2010-03-17T18:47:00.000+06:00

HEEY!

Way before I had a blog, my bestie Andrea came to Bosnia to visit me! That was in the fall of 2009..right? NO! It was 2008! Back in the days of Josh and Nathan. Well..she's coming back! soon! As soon as Mr.H tells me how many days she's allowed to come to school for, we'll have it all set! The only bad thing is that she won't be able to meet Neal...but she'll get over it! We'll have so much fun! She has a blog too, click here to visit it! Last week of school before ~~winter~~ spring break will be busy, lots of tests probably. But we'll get through it, and then we will have a week, if not more of no school! Can't wait!

FAKE PHOTOSHOOT

2010-03-17T17:42:00.003+06:00

Hey

I'm getting ready for a fake photoshoot right now..be excited =O not really..

Quick

2010-03-17T07:07:00.000+06:00

I'll just post a quick entry before my driver comes. Actually, I'm surprised he's still not here...But anyway, this is actually just a useless entry, I just felt like posting one. So here are random pics from my ski week!

And an awesome Asian video!

PICTURES-finally

2010-03-16T22:23:00.000+06:00

Here are some pictures from Monday..Don't ask about the concert, I have no clue myself...

lalalala

2010-03-15T18:53:00.002+06:00

I'm still waiting for Celine to upload the pictures to Facebook, but I thought I'd just blog before my dad occupies the computer. And to add to that; my computer is acting super Ugh! The whole keyboard is messed up; and I can’t even get a real comma...But besides that, pictures will come one day, I swear. Now let’s just enjoy the Serbian Eurovision entry, and pretend like we love it! Even though it is really catchy…and okay, I admit it… I kind of do like it, but only because I’m a little nationalistic towards

Bosnia

...and the Balkans in general. “Ovo je Balkan”=”This is the Balkans” basically. I’m not a fluent Bosnian speaker…but I can interpret that much. I’ll go work on my awesome Chicago—urbanization project, I actually enjoy learning about it.

P.S..my comma works!

5minupdate!

2010-03-15T17:27:00.001+06:00

HEY!

This is just a quick update ..and I mean really quick because my brother is being an Ugh..yes..with a capital U! When i get access to the awesome computer, I'll post pictures from the Bosnian Eurovision last night, and maybe if my friend, Celine, uploads the pictures from today at school...You'll see them too! Yay!

Shh..PJs rock....

I'M BACK BACK!

2010-03-14T18:51:00.000+06:00

HEY! I realized that I've already had titles that are called 'I'M BACK!' twice, so I decided to change it this time, since it's a special return. Probably at least one person noticed that my blog was gone, and yes, it's because I deleted it. That's long story, I've been missing it like crazy! And now I'm back with a new design. I don't care that everyone who searches 'qsi Sarajevo' can find it, and I don't care that Nathan actually found it himself and called me a stalker and a creep! Ohh yes...horrible! Whatever. I'm past him, and I'm incredibly good friends with Josh..believe it or not! I gotta go, I'm meeting the winner of last years Eurovision, Alexander Rybak! He's performing in the Bosnian Eurovision tonight, so see you tomorrow, or late tonight!

Dzelila is coming too, so I thought this picture would be ..yeah. I'm not wearing a dress, just..casual things (:

SKI

2010-01-02T11:01:00.001+06:00

Today I'm going to Ski with Andro, and Ski is always fun! We'll probably drink coffee there again, and we're probably gonna feel sick. I'll blog more later when I get back!

01/01/10

2010-01-01T22:47:00.001+06:00

Happy birthday Neall (: 17. Whoa. I'm dating a 17 year old.

Today just went away, I haven't been home at all. First I went to the hospital that's far away from my house, then I went to my grandma's. I'm tired and I have a headache, so I'll just add some pictures of today.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Before sleeping

"Voss" water ;D

Andrea had some glow sticks, I got the yellow one (:

After sleeping

We walked home from Andrea's mum's house to her dad's and to my house. Wearing my brother's hat btw, it was freezing!(and I forgot mine at home)

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

2009-12-31T22:11:00.000+06:00

HEY

So I promised one last entry before this day was over. Here it is! Kinda..it's more pictures than text. But here are my New Years resolutions.

1.Get over Nathan.

2.Spend more time with Neall.

3.Talk more with Josh.

4.Earn more money.

5.Get better grades. At least 3.80 pga(I have more than that now, but still!)

6.Go to Druga (and get friends at Druga)

7. Have Andrea come to Bosnia (visiting QSI with Andro)

8.Get thinner

9.Get longer hair.

10.Only email Nathan on big occasions.

PICTURES FROM MY 12-YEAR OLD SELF

2009-12-31T11:23:00.001+06:00

Nathan was 13, because his birthday is in February. Mine's in September. So some people were already 13.

Take a look. I've changed right? haha.

Look at my face! Me and Dano <3

Ivana and me

Do I even have to tell you?

Oh Sarahh!

Posted before, but who cares? Our shirts match!

Celine and me

I told you our shirts matched!

Mr.Hoffman and I...haha

Who's the outcast?

Dijana(pictures over and above taken by her) Celine and me

I was a little cute!

Er med på konkuranse her : http://maddisin.blogg.no/1261355120_vinn_gavekort_p_hm_15.html#

MUST BLOG MORE NR.2!

2009-12-31T11:10:00.002+06:00

HEY

Okay, I didn't really say what my title indicated, but that's alright. I'll have more posts now! I need 31 blog posts total, I have 29(with this one) So I'll just add an awesome song from David Archuleta, then I'll add some pictures, then I'll post my final blog entry for 2009!

PINK! yay!

MUST BLOG MORE

2009-12-31T11:05:00.001+06:00

So yesterday I never really went to Oslo, my stupid dad changed his mind. But that's okay. I'll go another day.

Today I'm going to Andrea's house and I'm sleeping over. Hopefully, apparently we've been invited to my Uncle's for new years. But I didn't know that until yesterday late at night. I slept at 2 again, but thankfully I woke up before 12. I don't think I'm capable of sleeping before 2 anymore. I'll go to bed at 12, but yet, I can't sleep until 2 or even after 2. Yesterday I went to bed at 1...when did I sleep? 2!

I actually had a nice conversation with "i-don't-care-joshyjoshjosh" yesterday. We didn't really talk that much, but we were looking at each other, which is weird right? Really weird. It was funny too, he had a puppet called Fred(I named him that) and he was playing around with it! Hilarious! I got a secret picture of him!

OSLO

2009-12-30T12:50:00.000+06:00

HEY

Today I'm going to Oslo with Androbear at a little before 2. I'm wearing my awesome Cubs t-shirt, and yes I know, it ain't the nicest thing I got, but it's just too comfortable not to wear. I'm gonna look like a total idiot with my coat over it though. I really wanna wear my Illinois hoodie, but it looks TOTALLY dorkish under my coat. Yes, my coat is small. Sorry for short post, gotta get ready now.

And bytheway, Nathan didn't appear in my dreams, Neall did though, and several other people.

Random, long time ago

GOODNIGHT

2009-12-29T22:46:00.000+06:00

Maybe Nathan will appear in my dreams, maybe he won't.

2012?!

2009-12-29T17:37:00.000+06:00

Actually, I'm talking about 2010, but it's much easier to write '2012' instead! Actually, every time I wanna write '2010' I write '2012' instead. But I've gotten better at it. Okay, so the reason I'm posting this random post, is because I have a goal before 2010. Currently I have 25 posts(with this one) and that's because I had a period where I stopped blogging. I'm planning on making my 'December' posts have exactly 31 posts, or more. Not less though. I have 25, today is the 29th. Basically, I'll blog much more, or I'll at least try to blog more. If my goal fails, I'll just make it up in January. And btw, Neall's turning 17 on January FIRST. yay! I'm dating a 17 year old, almost. How awesome is that? Plus, when he's 18, I'm gonna be 15 'cause my birthday ain't until September. Yea! I have a feeling that 2010 will be better, first year without Nathan. I hope Josh logs on soon, RANDOMNESS. Is that even a word? I don't know. I still hope he logs on. Maybe he's ignoring me?

Blog more later...maybe ;D

DAVID ARCHULETA

2009-12-29T17:23:00.000+06:00

Remember when I said that I couldn't stop listening to David's music? Well, I told Neall about this, and...I also told him that David was flirting with me(inside joke) and that Neall should beat him up. So I had to figure out where he lived. Utah. So when I saw that, I thought 'maybe David is a mormon' and he WAS. OMFG! I was so shocked! He's so adorable! Neall knew all along, but he wanted me to figure out -.-" I am still shocked, but for me, it only made him cuter!

You MUST see this video! Awh<3

PICTURES FROM TODAY

2009-12-28T19:32:00.000+06:00

We just HAD to!

this is what happens when you're bored and own a webcam

2009-12-28T12:41:00.000+06:00

So I took off my Illinois bracelet. Actually, it just fell off, and I decided to let it be that way. To put it in a box, and then never take it out again. It's okay. It doesn't matter that much anyways.

I'm ready to go to Ski with Andrea, even though I have a towel on my head. Towels are awesome though, right? We should all wear them.

Nathan didn't appear in my dreams tonight, or, yesterday night. Even though it was today. I don't think I dreamed at all really, but when I do, I always dream about people, sometimes emotional, sometimes it's just people I haven't seen in forever. My mum has the weirdest dreams, she dreamed that my driver was gonna get a baby, and he did the same day! She also dreams about celebrities, and working for them.

I'm babbling about nothing, aren't I? Yes I am, but then again, who cares? I'll try to talk a little with Joshyjoshjosh today, but just because he cheers me up. Don't worry, he likes someone else, maybe. Besides, if things don't work out with Neall, I'll just become a nun. I'm tired of drama, and anyways, I'll marry a monk.

That's my life plan. And yes, I'm aware that that's impossible, but not for meeh!

ONLY ME ONLY YOU AND THE BAND

2009-12-28T10:47:00.001+06:00

So yesterday night I started reading a book called "Love, Rosie" which is quite different from the title it has on Norwegian.Very different. But the book is so damn good! I didn't even finish! It's so sad! And due to the book being so sad, I started crying, but then I started crying because of Nathan. It lasted to long. From 1.30 to 3. I think, must be! I wonder if my eyes are swollen today? Probably not, I never had that problem. I wish Nathan could feel the pain that I feel. Every time I cry about him, I have to tighten my right fist together, I don't know why, but it makes it better. Today I'm perfectly fine though, Andrea and I might go to Ski, we were gonna go with Celine..but she hasn't answered. So maybe her on Wednesday? Whatevaa! I'll add the pictures of the two very different-in-every-way books.

TODAY'S SONG.

2009-12-27T22:06:00.000+06:00

I think I'm obsessed with this song. And they whistle! Whistling is awesome! No, I cant whistle. Whatevaa!

YOUR EYES DON'T LIE

2009-12-27T21:48:00.004+06:00

HEY

So today as usual, I've been with Andro...and..well..we took some pics, but apparently they were ugly, so I'm thinking she won't give them to me. BUT! We did make a video, and even though..everything..except the part where I say 'without socks' is on Norwegian, It's..pretty lame. But watch it anyways.

Today I'm not as pissed, I think it's because I talked to Josh. Oh no, more boys in my complicated-as-it-is life. Whatever. I still miss Neall. And the only time I've thought about Nathan was in the morning. So hah! I am so moving on. Actually, Nathan comes in periods..it really just depends.

So Andrea and I ended up watching Harry Potter 1 today, it lasted forever! But it's really cute(and scary) And I got to see the ending of 'Mean Girls' which yes, I have never seen before. I tried to convince Neall to watch it with me!(That plus High School Musical) But he refuses! I've never seen either of them before, so why not? After the movie I walked Andro home, then I had to walk all ALONE in the dark, creepy forest. It was pretty damn scary I tell you.

And now at the moment, I'm listening to David Archuleta<3 and I'm trying to download Corel..something..apparently It was made in 2010..but it ain't 2010 yet! Maybe that's just the name..yea probably. Corel Digital Studio 2010

And Dzelli has made a blog! Go visit it! And comment! She writes awesome-ly. And she doesn't create random words like I do, although she is pretty crazy..One time Andrea, her and me ran away from my house and bought ONE redbull..it was the only one left, and we shared it! Andrea was in Bosnia then, visiting meh!

And by "running away" I mean, my brother tried stopping us. Did he succeed? Obviously not.

Ahh..don't you guys just love it when I'm happy?!

Green. How original right? Well at least It's not the usual yellow color I have.

WHETHER I'M RIGHT OR WRONG.

2009-12-27T11:11:00.010+06:00

Since talking about Nathan is out of the question now, I decided to blog about him. What an excellent idea? It's not like Neall reads my blog, it won't hurt him. As long as I don't talk about Nathan to him.

Nathan came to school, I was so happy to see him. So happy, I can't explain. I don't remember details. I was crying. I have your bracelet! he smiled, with his eyes. How I missed them. No you don't..I have mine here. I showed him my broken yet fixed Illinois bracelet, and he took out an identical one. I asked if I could have it, he said 'no'. He was wearing his orange Illinois hoodie, I asked if i could have it. I looked at it in amazement, maybe he'd say yes to me this time. 'Yes, but just for the love' for the love of what? I didn't understand, yet it seemed like I did. Then his hoodie changed colors, it turned blue.

"But..that's not orange..It's blue..I have the same..almost"

"So?" He said " This one is from ME"

So I accepted it. I cried when he left again. So much. Then I found my backpack, and on the back of it were pockets with all the horoscopes on it. I found "Aquarius". Then I looked down at "Capricorn"(Which is Neall) I took off my Illinois bracelet, and put it in "Aquarius". I was wearing his hoodie, and I remembered him holding me around my waist, like nothing was wrong.

And yes, of course it was a dream. But what does it mean? Does it mean that I have to move on? And don't tell me it does just because you want me to. Does it mean..I don't know. It was blue, like the one I had. He said it was from him. Maybe the sweater is from him..of course.. subconsciously.

Should I put away my bracelet?

He was so nice to me, I wish he was back.

IS IT REAL OR JUST ANOTHER CRUSH?

2009-12-27T10:59:00.001+06:00

So yesterday I went to sleep at about 10..and yes I know, my blog posts say differently. Well screw them! And I woke up today at 2am..I was planning on checking if Josh was online, then I thought to myself- He probably isn't, and even if he is, he doesn't give a damn about me anymore. So I didn't go. Plus I heard someone walking around the computer area. But the truth is that Josh probably still cares since he left me offline messages..after I left him offline messages. Maybe I'll talk to him today.

For everything else, I am super extremely pissed. But I can't tell the person I'm pissed at why I'm pissed. He doesn't even know that I'm pissed. Confusing much? It confused me. So seeing as nobody reads my blog..I would tell "you" what's going on. But maybe later.

So now I'm just listening to David Archuleta on Spotify(<3) I ate candy..and of course bread. And yes, I've gotten fatter. Of course. But I'll dance it off in Bosnia, hopefully.

Random pic

Today in pictures

2009-12-26T23:59:00.000+06:00

Hung out with Andro all day.

First we were at my house, I wore a towel on my head for about..many hours. Then we walked all the way through the dark and effing cold forest, to Andrea's house.

Missing BlueRichard ): a.k.a. Turtepower.

Yesterday in pictures

2009-12-26T23:00:00.004+06:00

CHRISTMAS

2009-12-25T11:56:00.000+06:00

HEY

So yesterday was Christmas Eve...but today is technically the 'real' Christmas. Bullshit! Nono, I respect Americans who open their presents today..besides, I've only been in love with American people. Nathan, Josh, Neall? All from different states?! Illinois, Florida and Virginia? Yeayea, well.

Fake smiles rock!

And of course, I got a beautiful Illinois sweater! Take a look! Oh i love it!

Don't mind the hair....

So later today I'm just gonna hang with Andrea

And eat lots of food. Time to go on a diet!

OUTFIT

2009-12-24T15:58:00.000+06:00

HEY

I'm about to go in a second now, I'll just show my what I'm wearing..

Merry Christmas again, I know many of you celebrate it tomorrow, but here in Norway, everything's today!

I know, my house is a big mess :S

And sorry for no editing, really don't have time..

CHICAGO, CHICAGO THAT TODDLIN' TOWN!

2009-12-24T13:59:00.001+06:00

HEY!

So I'm totally ready for Christmas, except for the fact that I still need to shower...and get dressed. But who cares?! It's snowing, I get to see the 'fake santa' once again, AND then of course the best part, I get to stuff my face with lots of food! Then I get to work it off the next few days so that I don't look like a complete pig when I get back to Bosnia, I'll be a little piggish, but not completely ;D

I've been sitting here listening to 'Chicago' songs. Seriously. I found this website, and all of the songs on it has to do with Chicago! Today is Christmas, and today I'm gonna wish one last time for Nathan..just..for him. For him to be with me, either in a friendly way, or...more? At least to see him again. Damn Facebook! It said i'd never meet him again, but Facebook also said I was a Cobra in my last life, which is wrong. I was a cat. How do I know this? Long story, but I know for sure that it's true!

It's almost 14.00, and our Christmas celebration starts at 16.30..so ..I have time, but I wish I didn't! I want it to come! I want my beautiful Illinois hoodie to comeeee! Yes, It's blue..even though I wanted an orange one more..but my dad said we could order more to Bosnia after Christmas! YES!

Merry Christmas! ((:

Random..really, really random!

DRAGONETTE

2009-12-24T08:42:00.004+06:00

So yea, after Andrea "gave" me Spotify, I've been sitting for hours listening to random music. And then of course I found 'Dragonette' and I liked her songs..so why not show her? This ain't her best song, but I like the title, so whatever!

Merry Christmas bytheway! I'll blog more later, but only before we celebrate it..which is at...16.30. yep. I have small cousins...

BACK FROM THE GINGERBREAD HOUSE

2009-12-23T20:12:00.000+06:00

No, not really? But whatever. So yes, I am back though, from..baking .. gingerbread men! We started at about 12am, and baked 2 kilos of gingerbread men until 15.30. Then we went to Ski, and I finished ..actually..I started buying Christmas presents! Here are some pics!

I love dough!

2010.

2009-12-23T15:21:00.001+06:00

I don't want 2010 to come, at all. And yes, it's another one of my stupid reasons that no one else cares about. It's Nathan. HAH..what a surprise! Josh leaves me again(should have told you that) and Nathan comes back. No, he's not back. He's gone. 2010 is the first year without Nathan. 2009 was bearable. I know I went on and on about how horrible this school year was gonna be without him, and believe me, it's not as good as it could be.

When I just remember the memories you know? Flashbacks? I get one of those everyday. I know it hasn't been easy on Sarahh either..with the whole 'Vlad' thing. Okay. It's not like I'm going to cry, like I usually would. No way. Not for Nathan again. It's just..2010 marks the beginning of my life without him.With him being gone. I can never go home and say, I knew Brian Nathaniel Todd in the year of 2010. Never. I will meet him again though, mark my words..When I'm older, I'll walk up to his front door, in my future yellow dress and I'll ring the doorbell. Just like I told him it would happen.

12 year old us. haha..look at his hand! ;D

YOU SPIN ME AROUND

2009-12-23T08:37:00.001+06:00

HEY!

I decided to blog once again, because of complete bordomness. If that is a word....

What shall I blog about though you ask? I don\t know to be honest. Why don't I just ramble..about random stuff? No one likes that. But I do..so..who cares again? That's the main question of my blog! If someone were to figure out the most commonly used word/sentence on NoraNaïve, it would definitely have been, "Who cares?"

I guarantee you! Okay..not really.It's probably gonna be a weird one..like.. "A" Whoaa! How original! -.-"

I just realized my other blog entry didn't have the awesome bold "HEY" beginning like the others do. Oh well.

Webcam pictures...ahh..the quality!

Maybe I'll write a diary!!

Dear Diary, I'm sitting here on a cold, icy morning with something really itchy on. Yesterday I'm sure I gained weight seeing as I ate 2 hot dogs late at night while being heart-confused and hungry. I say heart-confused(how lame) because I have a boyfriend..but..okay. BETRAYED is the right word. He doesn't know though. So I was,,'Subconsciously betrayed' Maybe that shall be a book?

Maybe It won't be a book after all.

Ugh, this thing I'm wearing, itches like HELL!

I miss Neall, and of course other people.

I even miss Andrea even though we'll see each other today.

Imma go stuff my face with some more hot dogs..

No way. I take that back. I aint getting fat.

I'll go eat bread, MUCH better!

YOU LIFT MY FEET OFF THE GROUND

2009-12-23T08:01:00.000+06:00

Okay..I know I haven't blogged in a month, but nothing was happening anyways, so who cares? Well..okay. I went to Norway, I'm there now. It's 8am, and I'm scared I'm waking my parents up by the loud sound the keyboard makes. But other than that, nothing. I am feeling sad/bad about something..or someone though. That I can't say on ...my blog? Not that I care really, but he/she might read it..and the last thing I want is for them to know!

We like trying on stuff that completely doesn't match then take pictures of it. Don't ask why! (:

Okay, so I didn't come exactly today. I came on...Sunday. After that i've gone out...and..that's basiclly it. On Monday I went out with Andro to Ski, then yesterday with my mum to Oslo(bought dresses, I'll show ya later) and today I'm helping Andro bake gingerbreadmen and then we're going to Ski.

First and second day in Norway.

Bosnia has more snow -.-"

Blogging obviously won't be my top priority this winter. I will probably get in a couple a day..or just one. Who cares again?

I'll blog more later <3

UGH

2009-12-06T18:52:00.000+06:00

HEY

So my plan totally backfired on me..I never went home after the Bazaar because I met the people I was going out with unexpectedly. So I never got a chance to talk to Josh. I feel bad though, but it's okay. He wanted to talk with Sarahh too, so I probably wasn't that important. So I went out with Asya, Fei, Celine, Jovi, Brontë, Fatìn and Inès. We watched "I hate valentines day" I think that's what it was called. But whatever. I got no picturs what-so-ever. Even though I was planning on bringing my camera AFTER I came back from the bazaar. Oh whatever!

Me and Asya last year..She's much taller now..

TO THE BAZAAR!

2009-12-06T12:22:00.001+06:00

HEY

I need to make a really quick entry before my unexpected visit to the bazaar. I'm not sure if I should capitalize that or not..Then I'm going home to talk with Josh at 2..long story..I'll explain later. Then I'm going to meet Jovi, Asya and some other people. I haven't seen Asya in..forever! So I can't wait. I finished my mystery story bytheway, I think it was okay enough. Here are some blurry pics of my outfit.

MYSTERY?!

2009-12-06T10:03:00.001+06:00

HEY

Today is Sunday, so homework day basically. Even though I might be going out..But basically all I have to do is write a mystery novel/story thing, and it has to be at least 2 pages. Ugh. I'm not complaining about the length, but if it's without double spacing..I'll need to improvise a lot. But what I'm mainly complaining about is I don't know what to write about. I think I got it now though. A demon possesses a girl's body..and a lot of stuff happens so we have a little rising action. Then in the end, she disappears mysteriously. But this is from her point of view, so she knows where she is. She's in the demon world with her demon, she's now a demon and they talk about their next victims. Because even though she suffered when she was possessed, being a demon now, makes the temptation unbearable. Her next victim is her mum! =O. So anyways. That's what I'm going to write about, hope I get an A on it. It's kind of a mystery though right? In the beginning she doesn't know what's going on, no one does.Whatever. I need to start now, actually. I can't remember last time I did homework this early

IT'S DONE!

2009-12-05T22:53:00.000+06:00

HEY

So I just finished changing my layout..I'll have to make the pics somewhat smaller than what I used to have..which sucks. There's a huge gap between 'large' and 'x-large'..on blogger at least. Yeayea, for now, It's okay. I don't think I'll find anything better..but, since I am making the pic sizes smaller..It'll be easier to find more awesome ones. So next time, it'll look even more beautiful! I have no pictures what-so-ever today, I've been inside..and hopefully tomorrow I'll get outside..even though I should start my homework. But, right now, I need to go dance more.

Random picture of me, Sarahh and her friend Lamija.

August I think.

THE EDITOR!

2009-12-05T22:27:00.001+06:00

HEY

So I've been listening to Sarahh complain all weekend about her layout and how she's trying to fix it. No offense Saro. So I thought maybe I'd change mine anyways. Besides, I knew I needed to blog more, but Gossip Girl is taking up all of my time! And dancing of course, which bytheway, I must start doing professionally soon.

So just to let you know, if my blog looks extremely messy and horrible, I'm working on it. In the end it will be beautiful! It's hard because I like huge pictures, but many of the good and creative layouts are small. So ugh.

Bytheway, ignore the title.¨

2009-12-03T01:46:00.004+06:00

HEY

I haven't blogged in like..2 days? 3 days? I don't know. Not like anyone reads it anyways, but still. I don't know how many days it's been..I've never known if November has a 31st in it, probably not. Well then it has been 2 days. It's almost winter break, and finally we can have a break from all this stupid school stuff. I've finally succeeded my goal, getting all A's in all subjects. Except I didn't get it in all subjects, music and P.E. are holding me back! But it's a start..I'll try more next quintile right?

Random pics..

So only 16 more days of school. Oh, the winter reminds me of Josh. February was our best month I think at least..everything went well..until he cheated on me. But Whatever! Single ladies rock! Even though I'm not single.

Today's been a stressful day, I couldn't do P.E because somehow my back can't bend to the right side. It's kind of hilarious actually, but not really. Either way! I have blogged again! Maybe I'll blog more later...maybe tomorrow..or maybe I'll never blog again. Depends what happens. Just know that, I still love him...as in Nathan. I don't know why, but I've been sad about him lately. Not that he would care (:

Currently I've been obsessed with Gossip Girl. Maybe that's why I ain't blogging..

HEY!

2009-11-29T19:06:00.001+06:00

HEY!

Sorry for not so much blogging lately..It's because..well everything has been really random..and un-planned. You see, after I blogged last, Neall asked me if I wanted to go watch 'New Moon' with him....and his brother! But that was okay. So i had to hurry up and shower and I just got there in time, although the commercials really do last for 15 minutes. After that I had to wait in the rain for Ivana to come, and while I was waiting, I got my first official stalker.Ever. I guess I don't have to go into details with that, basically an old creepy dude started laughing and following me..but whatever! Ivana came and rescued me from him, even though he kept on following us for a while. Freaky..

Then Ivana and I met up with her awesome boyfriend! Haris Soupboy Čorbo! If he was a celebrity, I would so have a crush on him and his "almost-like-Nathan" eyes! And it would be innocent, so Neall couldn't get mad! Besides, Neall knows I had a Nick Jonas crush..and an Edward crush. Maybe Taylor Lautner too.

But besides that! Ivana slept over, and we had fun..but the camera wasn't in on the fun unfortunately..but we had a great time anyways. I better start reading the second chapter of "The Call of the Wild"..before Mr.Johnson quizzes us on it tomorrow!

And CHECK OUT my awesome banG! It grew so much! Check out one picture in an earlier post, and you'll see how short it was..it used to be..almost nothing! Oh I'm so proud! Yet, It's extremely ugly..and I usually hide it..

GOOD MORNING..OR NIGHT?

2009-11-28T10:50:00.006+06:00

You know what, I take that back...or do I? I'm not sure, but I'm pretty sure it's night somewhere in the world. Not in Florida at least..I've got the times memorized because I've used them so much after Josh left. "Oh look, it's 11a.m...so that means that its 5a.m. in Florida, maybe Josh is online!" -.-". Yes, but I've stopped with that, even though sometimes I do think about what time it is over there. Ahh, I haven't mentioned Nathan nor Josh in a long time, maybe I should. Well, I haven't heard from Nathan, and I don't want to either. His last email was so rude. so so rude. I still have feelings for him though, Neall understands that(I think). And Josh, well, he tried talking to me yesterday, I wasn't there though, so too bad. But I've talked with him some times before..It feels so good to talk to Josh again, but in a friendly way. I missed the nice Josh. Really!

For some reason today, I only look good in side photos.

But, guess what else I've done today? I've created an awesome wishlist for Christmas. It might seem slightly obsessive. Especially over Nathan. But It's not..After Nathan left, I just really started liking Illinois for different reasons. But he was the start of course. Take a look! Isn't it beautiful?

OH NO!

2009-11-27T19:29:00.000+06:00

HEY!

I just got back from 2012(about two hours ago..) and I must say that...I didn't really pay that much attention to the movie..If you know what I'm saying...Nono, I'm just kidding(kind of)...It was a good movie, some parts were scary..well..not really..but I get scared easily.Hm..is it just me? Or do I think every movie is ..'okay'..or just 'good'? I haven't rated anything as 'awesome' yet..hmm..that's why Neall must take me to watch..'Robotboy!'..or you know what. I take that back. He should take me to see 'Hannah Montana the Movie'. Yes, It's final now.

I had a fake photoshoot at home..yes..my..I took them myself..duh? Very fake indeed.

2012?!

2009-11-27T11:12:00.003+06:00

HEY

Today I'm going to watch 2012 with Neall, it's apparently a really awesome movie..but the people who said that were also the people who said that New Moon was awesome. Neall is coming to my house at around 13.00, and he's meeting my mum for the first time...If i were him, I'd be freaking out like hell! The movie starts at 14:05..but the tickets might be sold out..or whatever..so it's better to get there earlier..We might end up watching Hannah Montana the Movie ;D

Here are some pics from Oslo this summer with Androbear!

Look at my unicorn!(bang)

But anyways, Sarahh has a blog now! She hasn't blogged that much, but take a look at it anyways! Here! I’ll blog some more after the movie of course; I won't have time before that. My hair is being crazy, so I need to shower...and hopefully it won't turn out like it did yesterday..

Picture: Sarahh's blog. Sarahh and Celine having the 'Swine flu'

SOUPBOY+IVANA

2009-11-26T22:36:00.012+06:00

HEY!

I just got back from watching 'New Moon', well actually, I've been home for a while, but whatever. It was good, I mean, much better than the first movie..I wouldn't say it was awesome(like most people)..but it wasn't horrible. Again, the books are the best...actually, I think that's the first time I've said that.

So I walked there for the first time all alone, it was actually scary, I thought I was going to get mugged. In the taxi at the way home I also thought he was going to kidnap me. I'm a little paranoid.

I also met Ivana's awesome boyfriend! I call him soup boy because his last name is kind of like 'soup' on Bosnian! What a cool name?! He's cool, even though I've seen him before, briefly. I'm proud of Ivana because she got a boyfriend with such nice eyes. He doesn't want to touch her butt though, hah! Inside joke ..Basically she wants him to..but..yea!

We basically laugh our asses off the whole time, knowing what was going to happen next..etcetc. It was great to hang out though, I had to get out of the house.

NEW MOON WITH SINC!

2009-11-26T15:30:00.001+06:00

HEY!

I know I just blogged, but its almost three and I'm leaving at five! Plus, I haven't even showered yet, so yea!

Later today, I'm going to see 'New Moon' with Sarahh, Ivana and Celine...and yes I know, I'm almost a week late, but whatever!

Other news! I re-decorated my wall! Take a look at it..and some random pics of random posters!

Happy Thanksgiving btw! I'm thankful for everything I have. That should be enough. I ain't gonna mention every single thing!

UNEXPECTED VISITS.

2009-11-26T14:57:00.001+06:00

HEY!

So guess who just popped in yesterday? Sarahh. She called me at about...9.30 maybe, she was crying and she asked me if she could come to my house...Of course I said yes, and maybe half an hour later she came.

Turns out she got in a fight with her parents..and she ran away from home..Her mum knew where she was though, so she slept over. She just left actually, it was a hilarious night! We made a clay "Neall", and a clay "me". unfortunately, I only had the camera right before she left, so here are some pics of her..and my brother!

And a little picture of me, still in my PJ's.

BTW! The wonderful Sarahh fixed my Illinois bracelet! She just glued it together with super glue, the exact same one I tried with..but somehow she succeeded..It feel so good to have it back on though!

Awh! <3

5DAY BREAK!

2009-11-25T12:26:00.000+06:00

Hey 'people'! yes I know I said I'd blog yesterday..and the day before that..but..well obviously I didn't.

So just an update...On Monday we had a Bosnian test, I did pretty well on that..and on Tuesday we had a geography test..no comment there. But now we finally have a 5 day wonderful break! And plus, next Tuesday, there's only 19 days of school left! I can't wait to go to Norway and shop and meet my friends again. Ahh...

So today I might go see 'New Moon'. Yes, I know I'm late..everyone saw it on Friday, they said it was awesome, so why not? Plus, on Friday I might see it again with Neall..or we might see something else. I'll let you know that. On Thursday though, I'm having a "Thanksgiving Lunch" with Ivana, Celine and Sarahh. It's nothing special, it's definitely not going to be a lunch with turkey in it..sadly.):

My long lost 'Cubs' shirt..I don't know where it went..

MY COAT!

2009-11-22T15:00:00.000+06:00

Hey, sorry for no blogging again. But I will blog today(no shit?) and tomorrow..and the rest of the week! hopefully at least. Here are some pictures of my new coat, I love it, It actually looks good on me! I think at least.

Sorry for bad quality, blame the camera!

SORRY

2009-11-19T18:00:00.001+06:00

Sorry for so little blogging lately! My internet has sucked, and I haven't been able to open blogger at all! Facebook however, always worked. So my week..or actually..the two days I didn't blog..oh yes! On Monday, we were still missing 5 people from class..but, Tahira, the girl who first got swine flu, was back and healthy. On Tuesday, we had every single 14 of us! Too bad for us, because we actually had to work then!

Tonight is..or was the parent teacher conferences, I don't know how it went...guessing that it went alright. And my mum comes home today too! The big question is then of course, will I be allowed to go to Neall's house tomorrow? I asked my dad, he told me to ask my mum...She's coming at around 10..and then it's probably too late for me to call or text Neall.

Excursion last year

There is one huge problem though, ever since last Friday, when I was at Neall's...I haven't been able to find my cellphone, it's seriously missing. I had it on the school bus, and then it just disappeared. I looked everywhere, and my dad is going to kill me. I'll look for it some more..but..I'm afraid someone stole it..or it's still in the bus somewhere. Wish me luck!

Me and Saro. Excursion again.

I took this "status cloud" thing on facebook..HAH!